Good luck. I too have talent in music but unmotivated. So unmotivated that in fact I study something else at random. I will probably regret it, but I am too much of a coward to follow my talent that I chose something that I am average at, but makes more money. So, I chose money over my talent. I can't say whether I will regret or not, but I doubt I would be motivated to choose music no matter how talented I am. That is just the way it is for me.